I don’t know if I’m getting excited over bare minimums but something feels so special about someone continuously checking in on me and supporting me on when I’m feeling a little low. Sending me little reminders to take meds because I’ve mentioned in passing about how I always forget them. Encouraging me to go to sleep on time so that mornings are a little easier. And the most butterfly-inducing part? Oh, that’s for me to hold onto, to know, to love and cherish 😍
Update!!
I’m so in love with him and I want to shout it from the roof top. I didn’t realise that when we met 6 months ago that he was about to become the most important thing in my life. He treats me so well, with so much respect and dignity. And even without telling him about my insecurities and my anxieties be always knows the right things to say and do. He constantly reminds me how much he loves me and cares about me and even when he’s busy he takes time to message me to let me know that he’s busy but he’s thinking about me. And I don’t know if this is bare minimum but its these maybe “small” things that are making me fall in love with him more and more each day. I haven’t felt happiness like this before, this feels so amazing !!
I don’t know if I’m getting excited over bare minimums but something feels so special about someone continuously checking in on me and supporting me on when I’m feeling a little low. Sending me little reminders to take meds because I’ve mentioned in passing about how I always forget them. Encouraging me to go to sleep on time so that mornings are a little easier. And the most butterfly-inducing part? Oh, that’s for me to hold onto, to know, to love and cherish 😍
I cannot believe that I fancy a whole literal human; low-key high-key excitinggggg times
Feeling yourself falling for someone is so scary because ummm abandonment issues, yikes.
Not being able to see or feel the presence of people in my life has been so difficult. I know quarantine is the right thing to do but being at home all day, every day, has made me realise how meaningless & stupid any fights or fallouts I had with people in my past. Life is far too short to hold things so heavy in your heart. Forgive, always. Always. Always.